i got a totally unexpected invitation on monday evening from an old friend from KY via gchat:"hey! can you come home this weekend? the art's league is having their costume party and it's gonna be great. if you can make it, everything will be paid for. my mom told me to let you know she'd love to babysit the girls for you!"
i can't go. there's no way i could go.
i would love to go, would have a blast, would see friends and family for the first time since 2007, but i can't go.
there are way too many ends which need tying, arrangements in need of making, and whatnot for me to just up and go. anywhere.
it's just as well. i probably wouldn't enjoy it nearly as much as i think i would. it's most likely one of those "sounded great in theory but sucked in reality situations" i try to avoid at all costs.
and yet, i totally wish i had the freedom to just throw together a bag, hit the gas station, and GO. because i really think it's gonna be fantastic and i'm gonna totally miss it!!!
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